Wednesday 28 September 2011

Next is what?

2005 me schooling, graduated in 2008, rolled out of IMS in 2010, placed @ the office of principal accountant general as an asst. audit officer the same year, SAS the confirmatory exam in 2011, now????
next is what???? don't know till now but surely, will have to figure out soon else i'd fell prey to the most dangerous disease , COMPLACENCY . in the TVC of dish tv srk urges people:-
"please don't be santusht, thoda aur wish karo....."
 today I, wanna wish something new to keep myself evolving and give myself a fresh and worthy goal yo achieve, as it is said that one should always keep moving just like the ever flowing river , because the still water doesn't do any good , but stinks after sometime. the very same is the case with us as well . coming month is going to be very crucial for deciding my fate. god , please shower some wisdom upon me so as to make me able to choose a Specific Measurable Achievable Realistic Time bound (SMART) goal & achieve it  

Thursday 23 June 2011

Platonic relationships...

There is a term called as platonic relationship,  it is  a relationship between two persons of the opposite gender and the most important insignia of this relationship is the absence of  any expectations of any physical favour.
          In olden days  (or even today in some places) what girls used to do to avoid any threat of eve teasing from a guy is they tie a thread known as Rakhi around the wrist of that guy. And assure an emotional sheild is being installed between her and the guy.
          Also this relationship exist  without all this exercise, many groups in the organisations like colleges, schools, workplace, etc.... consisting of guys 'n' gals can be seen and most often these people don't expect physical favour from the group mates of opposite gender , although they hang out together, booze, party, go for an outing ,etc.....
           All iz well till all are just interested in spending the quality moments together .But, the moment a guy or a girl fell prey to the peculiar hormonal imbalances  occuring  in the mind,  popularly known as infatuation and speak out his heart , the relationship among the two is under the threat now the ball is in the court of the proposee, he/she is to decide the fate of the relationship, whether just by giving a decent reply like didn't thought about you  that way , OR we are just friend OR you are just like a cousin to me, etc..................
OR to dismantle  all the connections
     Bottom line is:  these relationship are very special one but need to be handled very carefully, coz, if they break , it pains a lot. And if nurtured properly receives the heavenly blessings .

searching words.........

I dont know why I am feeling like being Shaayar, there is a plethora of thoughts coming into my mind.
I, finally decided to pen'em down & below is, what I ended up composing.........


                     agar khanzaron se haaathon ki lakeeren banti
                     to kasam se teri tasweer is haath par bana dete....


                     tu kisi aur ke khayalon me bhi gawara nahi mujhe
                     kisi aur ki bahon me dekhenge to quayamat hogi

                    jo teri aankhon me doob kar ,
                    tere deedar me tamam ho jaye
                    to is zindagi ko mukammal janenge

..........there is no protagonist of these lines. these are mere reflection of  whatever  came across my mind.....

Monday 20 June 2011

Dil V/s Dimag

woh bhi yahin the, hum bhi yahin the....
par hum  unhe rukhsat kar n sake,
takallufi ki to baat n thi,
zaroori to nahi , haath milaye hi jaayen.............
                    Yesterday, i had a leason and at the end of it I found myself pondering over the fact that why has god placed the brain over 'n' above the heart . I was following my mind over an issue for my entire life till yesterday, but finally i fell prey to my heart. And all the philosophies and chemical imbalances occuring in my psychology, overruled my mind and I got carried away.
                                           With due respect to all the philosophers who give utmost importance to the heart, saying ..........dil to pagal hai........dil hai ki manta nahi.....dil-e-nadan........bla bla bla..........
one should always act in sync with general wisdom and rationality.
          The above lines are my visualisation of the situation I experienced yesterday and which made me write this post . Also, I would like to suggest the readers (if any) that, let the heart do nothing but pump blood to keep you alive & let the thinking & deciding part be assigned to the brain only. life'll be better




Wednesday 11 May 2011

SHHHHHHHHH... LAW OF ATTRACTION IS @ WORK

Ticket for may,8th ,booked on may, 7th @ 9:00pm , waiting 188 ,final status CONFIRMED.
THIS  was another reason for us to believe that the law of attraction is working & our affection towards  the orange city is desperately calling us back.
 after the induction training , it was the time for the preparatory training. our entire batch of Direct Recruit Asst. Audit Officers @ AGMP, Gwalior were directed to report @  RTI, Allahabad & our bhopali counterparts were alloted the very loved RTI Nagpur, among the bhopal gus Sandeep & chandan are resident of allahabad & wanted to've training @ Allhabad only , moreover Sandeep's wedding is scheduled in june 2011, so he urged us if we could do something to call him to Allahabad.
   We (i & abhishek ) checked all our options & finally worked out  a way , we directed him to do the needfull & we did our part , on 7th we received the orders to report @ Nagpur we rushed to the rly. stn. & did the reservations. next morning we found ourselves @ the orange city , the gesture of all the  faculties & entire staff @ rti was indeed very good we really felt as if we were back to our second home ... ....
................or a home away from home

Alok tum SANGHARSH karo .............

alok tum sangharsh karo hum tumhare saath hain..........
this was the slogan we AUDIT OFFICERS were repeating @ the peak of our volumes
  the occasion was the wedding of one of our colleague, alok gupta , @ Fatehpur (U.P.). i & abhishek boarded sangam exp. from allahabad to reach the venue. we found the "district" just like u.p. type but few minutes later we found ourselves as the DANCING BAARAATIs.  The arrangements were probably what could've been the best in that sort of place & above all the warm welcome that we received being the colleagues was a good experience indeed. Now it was time for jai mala,  as expected, there were 10 odd rounds of bullets fired in the air to mark the very special occassion & since we didn't had the guns with us we all (audit people)  shouted in high volume
ALOK TUM SANGHARSH KARO ....HUM TUMHARE SAATH HAIN....
we also had the opportunity to meet our former colleagues & superiors.   then after a great time @ the venue we took a nap before we proceed to catch the return train @ 5:00 AM & just because of the train schedule we witnessed the DAWN & enjoyed the strong fresh air blowing @ the rly. stn., adding thrill  to it the whistle  of  passing by superfast trains  

Saturday 30 April 2011

SPEAKING VOLUMES : THE LAST PAGE

MY CANVASS
MY CANVASS


Since the day I got to use notebook , I got a very much personal space which is the witness of all of my feelings, the space which has seen me growing in my skills, in my thoughts, in my approach, in my tastes, in my desires, in my likes & dislikes & much more... it has been the biggest CANVASS of mine throughout my literary life each & every notebook/register of mine has been a witness of  my mood, as it has been the index of my mind & a blue print of my thoughts. The Last Page of my note book has captured variety of inside things, be it my infatuations, fantasies, childish imaginations or the attempts of sketching my crush. portraits of people , cars that i wanna possess, bikes that i designed or admired or the sketch of the professor teaching us. This index of my mind once happened to made me ,being in the hot soup ,when my infatuation was spread all along the length & bredth of it , it made its way to the hands of my mother ...(it was more than a terrible situation) if i remember rightly i was in class 9 @ that time 
              With  the time the subject matters of this canvass kept on changing & still evolving , being an insignia of my ever evolving mind & giving shape to my random & untracable imaginations & the endless expectations out of life , out of myself, no matter how stoick i am my pen never spares me & make me write / sketch my mind

Friday 29 April 2011

Getting AIR BORNE

SWATI , SAKSHI, DEBLEENA & TEENA  were the airhostess of  the flights I took to travel to & fro from
Indore to Raipur . i couldn't have got the ticket to A.G. Office without the boarding passes of the flights of  KINGFISHER & JET that carried  me to my interview venue
My interview @ SSC , Raipur was Sandwitched between 2 of my semester III major finance exams. 
i rushed to the airport with my prepacked bag soon after my exam on the 4th jan.'10 .Virendra ( viru) my room mate @ IMS boyz hostel room no.16 & classmate , took me to Montu bhai's house from where Kush took me to the airport for my maiden voyage & an important opportunity 
I finally boarded the kingfisher flight & grabed a window seat & all set to experience an all new feeling of being 
@ Stratosphere within no time i was among & now above the clouds . I really enjoyed my maiden flight & also the cake & aloo tikki served onboard (Sakshi was not generous enough to serve more of that to me)
             Kamal (my room mate & batch mate Jacky's cousin) was kind enough to receive me & also arrange for my accomodation &  also dropped me to the airport later after my interview on the next day 5th jan
as i was all set to board my flight back to indore the Enchanting beauty of an extremely beautiful air hostess (Teena) casted a spell over me (i wish i could've told this to her as well) she served me snacks twice during the journey  (with a delicious smile) . I also got the opportunity to have a view of my city BHOPAL  from a great  high, it was just an awesome view to see the GREAT BIG LAKE all surrounded by  thick green vegetation .finally I arrived @ DABH airport where a "car turned bar"  with montu bhai, luv &  kush inside was waiting for me to take me to my hostel.
now it was the destiny to take me further. I had done my part in the interview (later destiny smiled @ me with the selection ) I felt as if the journey was worth of all the efforts & tensions I assumed to take it .

Thursday 28 April 2011

being neighbour of CM,MAHARASHTRA

I just made the reservations for Kolkata to attend my cousin's wedding , unaware of the fact that I am supposed to appear for the induction training going to take place @ RTI Nagpur for 3 months. i was not much enthusiastic about going to kolkata. so i cancelled the ticket to Kolkata & boarded the train to Nagpur.
It was 10:00 pm by my watch when i landed @  nagpur . the journey  from station to RTI showed me a beautifull city with claen & green surrounding  & wide roads .@ RTI room no. 09 was my den ,to be shared with anshul . RTI turned out to be a great place with all comfort rooms , various recreational activities & above all  located along the WALKING LANE  that offered "nayansukh" absolutely free
Our schedule consists 4 sessions of 75 min. each upto 05:00 pm
we need not be afraid of the Nagpur's temperature , as our insti. is fully AC & huge nagpuri coolers to shield us from the heat, also the WL is a boulevard with thick cover of trees all along the lane
Civil Lines , thats what the area is popularly known as ,is a great place to live & RTI is just like a home away from home & deserves a spl. post and yes it is situated next to RAMGIRI i.e. the CM House, sadar, bardi, dharampeth, putara lake, to name a few are the places that can be explored in Nagpur
The bottom line is  it was indeed fun & a great opportunity to learn & rejuvenate @ NAGPUR